Wow, it's been a while since I wrote. I've found myself in such a different place in my life. Better? Not necessarily. I'm no longer in the 'sandwich' stage. I am in the grieving stage. My mom passed away on December 18, 2011. She was, in my opinion, waaay too young. She was 72. I miss her so much. I am very emo lately but there's so much to do getting her estate settled. An estate that doesn't have much money in it. That's life. I would rather have her back, healthy.
I am doing a lot of writing and turning my personal writing into 'word clouds'. I am keeping the original letters and then making them into different shapes and the words are random so only I know what they say. It's been therapeutic.
When I design websites I am no longer using templates that I can personalize and code with HTML but I am designing them in Photoshop and then using Dreamweaver and coding them myself. I get a lot of satisfaction from that.
Well, here's to another day of living moment by moment. I know life will get better. One great thing is that the NY Giants are in the Superbowl tomorrow and my dad was a super diehard fan. Through thick and thin my dad stuck to the Giants! So did my brothers and I'm proud to say my son too!
